Waiting.....waiting......waiting......I don't like waiting

I'm sitting in room 22 at Mercy Hospital right beside my mom. She is having a double mastectomy with reconstruction today at noon. I've only cried 3 times this morning so far. She seems fine, I need to get fine as well. My younger sister is here as well.

I've prayed more in the past 2.5 weeks than I ever have in my life. I hope God is listening. I know he is listening. We are listening to her new iPod touch here is what is playing........"My Savior, he can move the mountains, my god is mighty to save he is mighty to save. Forever, author of salvation, he rose and conquered the grave, Jesus conquered the grave. Shine your light and let the whole world see, singing for the glory of the risen king". My sister just walked back in from going the bathroom and started dancing. We will not ever be gloom and doom - I'm not gloom and doom, I'm just scared of the unknown. I have faith. He is going to take care of mom, she is in his hands.

We took Sam to the daycare my niece and nephew go to. Julee just called to check on her and she is doing fine. She was having some Cheerios for a snack.

Pray for us now if you have a moment. I'll post more later!